Celebrate AAPI Heritage Month by giving back to the community in the best way you can — donations, time, turning out for events, supporting small businesses, and even sharing stories are all great ways to show the community that you care.For this Heritage Month, we are excited to join Asian Pacific Community Fund, AAPIData, and organizations across the country serving the AAPI community for the Give In May campaign!Please visit, share, and donate to our page at the link above.
We thank you for supporting our future exhibitions and new program planning.
As always, the stories of our lived experiences are priceless. Please consider sharing your anonymous story to our collective. Just hit the Share Your Story button at the top of your screen.🙏🏼#ddr


JUSTICE FOR VILMA KARI
2/21/24 Sentencing Victim Impact Statement

Our greatest gratitude to those that came out to support Vilma's victim impact statement in person -- Thank you, Community!
For those that would like to hear the statement, please click above to listen.

Photo credit: Cindy Trinh
A special thank you to Dr. Kevin Nadal, Kalaya'an Mendoza, Julia Dela Fuente, Melvin Sharty, Ernabel Demillo, and Karina Granda

Community, thank you for sharing this message forward. Not only is this Justice for Vilma Kari, but it is Justice for ALL AANHPI that have experienced hate or discrimination.


AAP(I belong)® is a place to share stories & words of encouragement from those who have encountered anti-Asian hatred.

AAP(I belong)® aims to shed greater awareness to AAPI discrimination and cultural challenges through education by providing a safe platform for the AAPI community to share their anonymous stories of encounters with Anti-Asian hate. Our goal is to showcase the collected stories in popup exhibitions around the country with the intention of sparking self-reflection, community conversations, and general AAPI education to the public. AAP(I belong)® has also received mentions on Good Morning America, Nightline episode, Elle.com, CNN, Time Magazine, Nasdaq and the White House United We Stand summit.

Please continue to share with us! Submissions are always welcome.


ABOUT US

A little about Vilma and I

Hi. My name is Elizabeth Kari and I am the daughter of Vilma Kari, the 65 year old woman who was attacked on her way to church near Times Square, simply for being Asian. First and foremost, I want to thank everyone that has expressed their support. Through the gofundme page, we have received an overwhelming amount of private messages of prayers and love—which has shown us first-hand what the human spirit is capable of. Supporters sharing words of encouragement, their fears and even their own personal hate encounters —all of these stories have made us feel closer to the community and the world.

THE PROJECT

This feeling – of belonging – and connection – inspired us to share with one another. Kind words from strangers have filled the void where anger and sadness would normally prevail. This inspired me to help create a platform where we can all share our own individual recollections – to show solidarity, strength, and provide light to show – that you and I belong here in America.I Invite the AAPI Community to share any personal stories, sentiments or words of encouragement. Kindly note that ALL SUBMISSIONS must be submitted anonymously and without confidential information. Stories will be published on the website, Instagram account, and through special pop up projects and collaborations.Through this ‘story-telling’, AAPIBelong’s mission is to share this overwhelming feeling of comfort and love with the entire AAPI community and our allies. This digital and physical space will be a tool to empower those to speak out and step up. Bringing light, truth, and shedding the stigma as victimized targets of hate will be our goals onwards. We hope to continue in encouraging each other through these personal experiences and to let others know that you are not alone. More than ever, we need to stand together. We need to use our voice and speak up. We need to continue to report any and every injustice directed towards our community. We should not be told that we are less and made to feel unworthy to be here. My mom Vilma belongs. I belong. We all belong.


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Do not include any confidential or personably identifiable information. Posting of submissions are subject to AAP(I Belong) discretion.These Terms Are a Contract Between You and UsThe following terms (“Agreement”) are a contract between you and Elizabeth Kari DBA AAP(I BELONG) and/or its affiliates and subsidiaries (collectively, “AAP(I BELONG),” “we” or “us”).You represent to AAP(I BELONG) that you have read, understood, and expressly agree to be bound by this Agreement, and the terms, conditions, and notices contained or referenced herein. If you do not agree to the Agreement, you may not use AAP(I BELONG)’s services or submit the Stories as defined below.License Grant
By submitting information, content, images, and materials (the “Stories”) to AAP(I BELONG), you grant AAP(I BELONG) a perpetual, royalty-free, worldwide, irrevocable, assignable, sublicensable, and transferable license in all rights, including all intellectual property rights, in and to the Stories to use, reproduce, transmit, print, publish, publicly display, exhibit, distribute, redistribute, copy, index, comment on, modify, transform, adapt, translate, create derivative works based upon, publicly perform, publicly communicate, make available, and otherwise use such Stories, in whole or in part, in all media formats and channels now known or hereafter devised (including in connection with the AAP(I BELONG) website and on third-party websites, services, applications, and/or platforms), in any number of copies and without limit as to time, manner and frequency of use, without further notice to you, without attribution, without additional consideration, and without the requirement of permission from or payment to you or any other person or entity, in AAP(I BELONG)’s sole discretion. For the sake of clarity, AAP(I BELONG) may use the Stories without additional consideration, including without limitation, storing the Stories on AAP(I BELONG) servers, websites, social media pages, print materials, advertising and marketing materials, and incorporating the Stories in other works including books and print materials to be shown in public spaces. AAP(I BELONG) is under no obligation to use your Story in any way.
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To the fullest extent permitted by applicable law, you hereby irrevocably waive all legal and equitable rights relating to all liabilities, claims, demands, actions, suits, damages, and expenses, including but not limited to claims for copyright or trademark infringement, infringement of moral rights, libel, defamation, invasion of any rights of privacy (including intrusion, false light, public disclosure of private facts, and misappropriation of name or likeness), violation of rights of publicity, physical or emotional injury or distress, or any similar claim or cause of action in tort, contract, or any other legal theory, now known or hereafter known in any jurisdiction throughout the world (collectively, "Claims") arising directly or indirectly from AAPI(I BELONG)'s exercise of their rights to use the Stories or the production, exhibition, advertising, promotion, exploitation, or other use of the Stories, and whether resulting in whole or in part by the negligence of AAPI(I BELONG) or any other person, covenant not to make or bring any such Claims against AAPI(I BELONG) and its agents, employees, and representatives, and forever release and discharge AAPI(I BELONG) from liability under such Claims.
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Thank you for taking the time to share your story or words of encouragement with the community. We recognize this isn't an easy topic and something that is not often discussed openly. Know that your story can touch the heart of others and bring comfort to knowing that we are all one voice.

As all submissions are anonymous, in case of emergency, please contact 911.

Resources

Asian LifeNet Hotline – 1-877-990-8585
National Suicide Prevention Hotline – 1-800-273-8255
Crisis Text Line – Text Connect to 741741 to speak with a trained Crisis Counselor.
Stop AAPI Hate– Report incidents
Asian American Legal Defense and Education Fund
Communities Against Hate – Report an incident- 1-844-9No-Hate


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When I was in grade school, my mother would pack me kimchi. Classmates made so much fun of me, and I was ashamed. I was angry with my mom. I never wanted to bring Korean food to school again. I was embarrassed of my own heritage. In 4th grade, my teacher openly mocked my name and had the entire class collectively laugh at me. Again, I was ashamed of my identity. Only as an adult did I feel the pain that my mother must have felt, to have her son reject the culture from which she came from. I apologized to her, deeply embarrassed of how that must have made her feel. She broke down, caught off guard, and partially unaware that she had buried her own feelings deep down for so long. But in that moment, we both understood the sacrifices she made for me. I was able to love her more fully for all of those sacrifices. And she, in turn, was able to see a son whom she raised, who understood why she sacrificed so much. Bias and hate is real and constant. But we cannot overcome it without honest dialogue.------------------------------------------------When I was in preschool, I was the only Asian person in my class. When we were playing house, a white girl made me the maid and she the housewife, another was her husband etc. A couple of years later, another white girl told me that her uncle is a cop and that he would put me in prison. When I was 18 standing outside in CT, a car drove by and a white person rolled down the window and yelled "Chink!" at me.Even among Asians, I was described as not "golden yellow" because I am not Asian enough by their standards. They have also spoken about me in front of me in Chinese, knowing I do not understand. And when I asked if they were talking about me, the reply was yes. Also, I have been called jook-sing.The Asian hate is very complicated.I don't know any stories of encouragement-- that's hiding all the shame and pain Asian Americans feel over the years to not discuss it.------------------------------------------------In 2012, I turned 18. I was excited to finally register to vote and participate in our democracy. I wanted to help support Obama in his presidential run in representing the interests of POC. Both of my parents are immigrants and had to go through the long process to obtain citizenship before they were able to vote. Being born in America, I should have no conflict, right? They had a booth in my college to help students register, so I went there. The elderly white lady operating the booth looked at me and said, "You know only citizens can vote, right?" At that moment I felt hurt. I was born and raised in this country, but she saw me as a foreigner. When I told her I was born here, she didn't apologize, but allowed me to fill out the voter registration form. We belong here too. Our skin color and ancestral history doesn't make us any less American. Yet I'm never treated as one. People speak English slowly to me or compliment my good English skills. People ask where I am really from. It's frustrating. It's to the point where I just refer to myself as Asian.------------------------------------------------I’m Chinese American and I’m a registered nurse. When Covid hit NYC, and our hospitals were overwhelmed, I worked on a Covid ICU taking care of the sickest of the sick. I got the daily applauses at 7pm and lots of donated meals to fill my stomach during these grueling shifts.Yes, the work was very overwhelming, but honestly, my non-Asian colleagues were excited for all the positive attention they were getting because of their work — appearances on TV to be honored as a healthcare worker, free swag and discounts from top brands for being an essential healthcare worker, some even received bonuses and higher pay rates for traveling from other states to help out NY. Media portrayed them as heroes, but I’d argue many came here for some extra cash.Although I also benefited from this attention, I’ve heard countless stories of Asian American colleagues and friends feeling unsafe traveling to work. Some were spat on. Some were dragged off subway trains, with no bystanders standing up for them. Some were belittled verbally for being Asian and blamed for bringing the virus here. I personally was called a “dirty chink” while wearing my clean scrubs on my way to work. I felt that keeping my scrubs on either scared people from wanting to approach me, or that the image of a hero would offset the negative view of being Asian.
I understood their frustration — this virus flipped our country and our city upside down. People couldn’t express their anger towards the government’s poor response to handling the pandemic, so they take it out on Asians — a “vulnerable” group of people who historically keep their heads down and don’t stir up any trouble. If they know we won’t fight back or stand up for ourselves, they’d risk it and try to get that temporary satisfaction of expressing their anger by attacking us physically and/or verbally. This was March 2020. The media was too focused on lockdowns and defining social distancing to be talking about anti-Asian hate crimes. But they certainly existed. It’s May 2021 now. What has changed? Not much apparently... I’m still a registered nurse taking care of Covid patients. I still take a 30-minute subway ride with my hand in my pocket holding a bottle of pepper spray. I still have medical shears in my other pocket prepared to defend myself if needed. I no longer can enjoy listening to music or checking social media on the subway because I have to always be on guard. I work the night shift and I would have to leave for work earlier before the streets get dark.
When can I walk down the streets without constantly being in a state of panic?------------------------------------------------En route to one of my best friend's intimate birthday celebration, I take an Uber (as I've not taken public transportation since the pandemic and rise in Asian-hate related crimes). Noticeably, my Uber driver is like me - part of the AAPI community. Nearing my drop off location, he overhears my boyfriend as I am FaceTiming with him - and he hears him caution to me "to be careful and not be a victim," directly implying the recent news. As the street was a bit closed due to construction, he said he'll be dropping me off two blocks away. I agree, however, as he looks up and realizes that I am AAPI like him - he says to wait and wants to ensure to drop me off directly in front of my destination. Thankful and appreciative, I acknowledge the extra caution and steps he took. He said to "Of course. We all have to look out for another. Take care, now."------------------------------------------------I am Filipina and my husband is a white man. Despite not being very far in age, he does look older than I do. He was once hospitalized, and at his doctor’s appointment the doctor asked me, “who takes care of him during the morning?” I said, “me.” He asked, “and in the afternoon into the evening?” I said, “me” again. Finally, he said, “who is watching him overnight?” And once again, I said, “me.” The response was, “but who relieves you from your shift?!” I finally told him that I was his wife... While I think it was an honest ignorant mistake, I could see the stereotype in his eyes.------------------------------------------------

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I vividly remember each time from elementary school to the present day when I've been told "go back to where you came from" or been bombarded with the stereotypical, racist "Asian" accent people love to do. Even as a kid, I wondered how these other kids learned this way of thinking. I also thought, "hold on, I'm taking Honors English. I speak and write better English than you."But damn, it hurts every time and makes me feel like crap. I never know what to do about it. Sometimes it's easier to just let it go but I won't put it up with it anymore.------------------------------------------------Years ago, my grandfather was attacked while walking to work one morning. He never reported it out of fear of someone finding out he was illegal; and as a result, possibly facing deportation. He never wanted to seek justice, but I can see the pain he carries all these years.------------------------------------------------I am a Pacific Islander and married an Irish guy.
We had a daughter whose skin color is like her father, white. When she was little, I used to take her to playgrounds. One time, there were other children playing with their moms who were mostly white. One of the moms said, “She’s a beautiful child (referring to my daughter). Are you the nanny?”
I felt so disgusted, but said in a very convincing voice, “No, I am her mother.”
------------------------------------------------Every time I get on the subway, I sit near someone that looks trustworthy, hoping that they will stand up for me should someone think it is ok to hurt me. I'm a small Asian woman and this thought crosses my mind more than I'd like to admit------------------------------------------------When I was in middle school, I would see people make fun of Asian students. I knew it was wrong and said nothing to stop them. Many years later, I feel guilty for this still. I just want to say I’m sorry.------------------------------------------------You drink coffee, I drink tea
Your eyes are round, you tell me I can’t see
You want more, I just want to be me
You never worry, I just want to be free
You yell at your parents, I must listen to mine
In the end you may mess up, but I will be fine
------------------------------------------------I'm an Asian American who was born and raised in a predominantly white suburban neighborhood of sunny Southern California. My story is probably similar to others - "Go back to China", "chink","hiyah" (or similar sound effects for karate). All words or phrases I heard growing up, even from neighbors living on the same street as me. Actually, it wasn't just even me either, one particular neighbor would consistently harass my mom each time we drove or walked by. I was always nervous with pent-up tension each time we passed by, feeling uneasy to hear threats like "you better watch it" or "I'm going to get you next time." It occurred quite often since their home was only 4 houses away from ours.The encouragement I have to share though is to not let one bad apple chain you down in life. Later in life, the neighbor's children, who were a bit younger than me, seemed to grow up to be more thoughtful and open-minded than their father. No parent or person is perfect, but we can always learn and improve. I have moved on from my negative childhood experiences, but I still carry the memories. Happy to share and serve as evidence of the "American dream" which was setup from the blood, sweat, and tears from immigrant parents.------------------------------------------------“Just leave me alone, will ya?”
“What’s wrong?”
“I just want to be alone to think.”
“Aww, you’re 10. You’re too young to think.”
“Well, you’re 9, and you should start.” (Pause) “Do you think I’m American?”
“Yes. Because you were born in America.”
“What’s this about?”
“Some kids called me a Flip, today.”
“Flip? What’s that mean?”
“I don’t know. I don’t even know how to tumble. Whatever it is, I don’t think they think that I’m American.”
“What difference does it make? You speak American, so if everyone was blind then you’d be like, the perfect G.I. Joe. And you can’t get any more American than G.I. Joe.”
“Captain America is more American than G.I. Joe.”
“I don’t get it. I like apple pie.” (Pause) “Baseball is boring, but I like basketball and football. That’s pretty American, right?”
“McDonald’s is American… (thinks) and since all I eat are Happy Meals, that makes me a Happy American.”
“Yeah. And you love watching Family Guy.”
“And the Simpsons, Malcolm in the Middle, and Reba.”
“Don’t forget Will & Grace…”
“Friends”
“Seinfeld”
“Drake and Josh”
“iCarly”
“Great TV shows.”
“Great AMERICAN TV shows.”
“Yeah… But that’s what I mean; if they’re American TV shows, then how come there’s no one on those shows that looks like me?”
“Sometimes, I wonder… It just makes me wonder if I’m really here, you know? Makes me wonder, if anyone even notices that I’m here.”
“Those are TV shows. They’re not real.”
“But to everyone else? I’m just worried that if people watch these TV
shows, which are supposed to take place in America…If people don’t see people like me on TV, then do I exist to them?”
------------------------------------------------I moved to New York City from Hong Kong permanently, as I married to my wife who had grown up there. As every AAPI, I encountered numerous bullies because of my heritage. However, I am more determined to change some Americans who are lacking understanding or courage to love and respect others.I volunteered for more than fifteen years in local community baseball and soccer leagues. Volunteering in the ever-growing neighborhood youth sports leagues requires tireless efforts, determination and a lot of creativity. We coach kids, arrange parent assistance, fight for field spaces, and resolve conflicts on and off the fields. It is exhausting but satisfying. The leagues grew from 600 kids to 1600 kids within 10 years.During that 10 years in the leagues, I was doubted and verbally abused because I am the only AAPI Director on the Board. I contributed quite a bit, and I started getting more compliments than doubts year by year. For my AAPI brothers and sisters, we have to contribute, perform, and voice out for what is good and right.I learned from an old American: “In America, nowadays, the one who makes the loudest noise may not get the most; but the one who speak up definitively will get more.” Both silence and violence are not the answer!I believe AAPI is the model minority. We are also the colorblind in this country. We believe in respect and love. We are quiet, but should not be silent. We have to let this country know who we are. We love to contribute, and we do not need the praise. We work hard for our living, and we deserve respect. We care about our country, and we contribute. We deserve the same respect as any American.Get involved. Get engaged. Get what we protected. Get the voice out!------------------------------------------------Definition of Model Minority: (noun) A stereotypical view of an ethnic, racial, or religious minority group that is assumed to have achieved a high level of educational, economical, and professional success.The model minority myth does three things: first, obscures anti-Asian American racism; second, renders Asian Americans invisible to broader society; and third, implies that Asian Americans don’t need anti-racist programs.------------------------------------------------

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I started working in SoHo (NYC) area in early February and with recent Asian-Hate crimes being reported and in the media - I was a bit apprehensive of the commute. With the pandemic, like other industries and professions - there has been a hybrid of work from home and going to the office a few days. With everything happening, I've taken precaution to have (1) pepper spray (2) carrying large scissors in my tote (3) making sure to be in camera angles in the subways (4) when entering a train car - not going in unless there is someone from my AAPI community as a witness (5) texting family/friends when I leave home and immediately texting when I've arrived and vise versa when leaving. I can only imagine the caution and fear and others have gone through. Prior to the pandemic, I've never had to do these steps before as I've lived in the city for over a decade. I'm unsure if I'll ever feel the same way as I did before, but will remain vigilant in my safety as well as others within my community onwards.------------------------------------------------I’m half Asian, and I don’t look it. As much as I try to identify with this side of me, those in the community do not easily welcome me. I feel like I need to prove or bring up in conversation that my mom is Asian. Once I say it, their attitude becomes lighter and friendlier. Wish I could just be accepted...------------------------------------------------I'm an Asian/Caucasian gay man. I grew up in a small Midwestern town in the 1980's. In school, I was invisible. Looking back, that was most likely a blessing. It was the adults in town that would say horrible things to me. It usually happened when I was alone. The issue was that I was Asian. As I grew up, I developed social anxiety. I have no friends from my childhood. I had spent time in NY, where one of my parents lived, so I moved there after high school. To my surprise, on occasion, I encountered the same hate here in NY. I did meet someone at work that I was friendly with, but I have no friends from college. The Idea of talking to someone was paralyzing. The only time I felt ok leaving the house was to go to school or work. I would spend days hyping myself up just to go out. Sometimes I did, but often I just couldn't. The fear of what people thought of me was hard to overcome. All I could think about was that I didn't belong and no one wanted me around. My life changed in my mid-late 20's when I met my best friend and her AMAZING family. They accepted me with NO judgement and it was life changing. As adults, my sister and I now talk about what we each went through in that Midwestern town. As kids, we never knew what the other was going through. I still get those feelings of not belonging now and again, but being older and wiser, I can brush them aside. We all just want to belong, and know that we are loved for who we are. That small Midwestern town has changed for the better, and I enjoy going back to visit family that still live there.------------------------------------------------Why do we have to use the term Asian-American? Why can't I just be American? I've only ever called myself American. Only the media calls me Asian-American. We can never be accepted if we're labeled differently.------------------------------------------------I work in the fashion industry. While in Milan during January 2020 on a Sunday - after presentations and shows, I decided to go visit the Duomo. My friend - a German Straight Male decides to join me as he's not toured and hasn’t had the experience. He asks me why, and I explain to him that I didn't take the opportunity to visit Notre Dame before the fire and felt that I wouldn't be coming back to Milan anytime soon.During this time, the night before - there had been more updates on the rise of the COVID-19 spreading within the city. We purchase a ticket and proceed to go to the entrance. There are two military guards stationed within the entrance. My friend's ticket gets scanned by a digital reader. It's my turn and instead of my ticket scanned - he puts the red scanner on my forehead. I ask why - and he said "You know, checking your temperature. It's a joke.”At this moment, I pause. I realize, I was just profiled. I recall saying the below - "First and foremost, I am an American Citizenship with Filipino heritage. Two, what you just did is wrong! That's racial profiling! No country or race wants to be associated with what's happening right now. Additionally, you both are men of discipline and order working in one of the most holiest places in Europe. I would expect a different decorum instead of what I've just experienced. Had I been an editor or influencer who was documenting the experience upon entry - you'd be plastered all over social media and would possibly not have a job tomorrow. The joke is in poor judgement and taste. I would like to think that Italy was more open-minded in their thinking."He profusely apologizes and agrees with what I said. He takes us in and shows my friend and I around quickly before sincerely saying sorry again to join his colleague at his post. My friend was in awe in my spiel and gave me a pat on the back while agreeing with me on speaking my mind presently.------------------------------------------------Through so much tragedy, violence, and hate, one thing that has kept me going is the resilience, strength, and love of our Asian American community. This time has served as a powerful reminder of all that we're able to give each other and the rest of the world. We will get through this as we have other painful periods in our American history and come out of this stronger than ever.------------------------------------------------

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Growing up in predominantly white suburbs, I remember being one of the only Filipino kids. No one knew what I was. I saw how my parents acted differently in public. They were reserved and polite, trying to sound educated and be accepted in society. I became afraid to be me at school. I was afraid to stray from what I saw my parents portray in public. I was afraid if I spoke too much, people would think I was weird/different. I hid myself. I look back on those years and regret it.------------------------------------------------“How is school? You learn good English, boy?”
I would recite to him the latest rhyme I learned.
“When you learn good, you teach me too. So Papa can use it at work.”
He worked in a factory, nights. Low pay, bad work, you know.
“Tell me that rhyme again.”
“Papa, my classmate wanted to know if I am an Indian.”
“You are Filipino. Tell them.”
“I told them that. They don't know what that is.”
“Tell them you come from a warrior tribe.”
“They laughed at me. They said I smelled like fish.”
(after a hurting silence) “You take a bath.” (Laughs)
How do you make him understand that it was a racist remark? I was five years old then. I felt so small. I took the damn bath.
------------------------------------------------My father came over in the ‘50s. He worked very hard but was always fearful to speak too much. Afraid that if he became too successful, others would want to take away his accomplishments. He lived a humble life, but now I think it might have also been out of fear.------------------------------------------------During these times especially, I've thought about the many times I'd get sexually assaulted as a young Asian girl taking the subway by adult men. As an adult, I can recognize how one's identity and perceptions of those identity play into these attacks - e.g., being young or old, female, small physically, etc. And as Asians, all the stereotypes that people believe about us - e.g., weak, quiet, submissive, etc. and the model minority stereotypes that keep people from believing we face racism, discrimination, and need support. I feel heartbroken and angry for our community, but I also know our strength, our power, our love - and these things will carry us forward together.------------------------------------------------I was an Asian mom living in a mostly all-white community when my daughter was growing up.
I used to volunteer at her school. I remember sitting alone to watch her games. Groups of mom would sit together, laughing and talking with each other. I felt I was a stranger in my own neighborhood.
------------------------------------------------All people that come to this country to make a good life, pay taxes and not break laws are entitled to be American! Asians work hard and add to the economy. They value education and respect. Why are people trying to take this away from them. How can you hate someone that minds their own business?------------------------------------------------Being born here, I thought it was my fault that I didn't feel like I fit in at my very "white" junior high. While I felt more at home with the couple of Asians in my school, I placed a higher value on friendships with white people because I thought it would show them that I was no different from them. It took 40 years to realize that I shouldn't have to feel that way, and I wish I had treasured my Asian community more.------------------------------------------------

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Thank you to everyone that came out to support our NYC MyOwnStory: AAP(I belong) exhibition at the MOCA Museum

Photos by Richard Tam

March 29, 2021 started off like any other pandemic Monday. I was working from home, running reports and contemplating if it was too early to already pour a second cup of coffee. I had just finished a Zoom meeting when I saw that I missed a call from my mom. “Huh, she must be walking to the subway,” I thought. I was about to call her back when my phone lit up with a text that read: “Call me. I was attacked.” Our lives changed in a big way that day.The video of the attack became international news. Many were heartbroken to watch the doorman close the glass door while mom struggled to get up from the street.The road to healing was long. Many nights I lay awake making mental checklists for the next day. When sleep evaded me, I would open my GoFundMe inbox and read some of the messages. Messages of concern, love, prayers, encouragement, frustration and general anger about the incident—anger that someone could tell my mom that she did not belong here because she was Asian. I was moved that perfect strangers could feel so much empathy for my mother. The sensation was uplifting and gave me the strength to push through each day. I turned to this resource nightly as a “you can do it” inbox, and more heartfelt, “I’ve been in your/your mother’s position and know what it feels like.” Occasionally, I would be cooking dinner and hear my mother softly crying over her phone saying, “look, this is so nice,” as she scrolled through the comments.These messages meant the world to me and have become some of my most prized possessions. I started to think, “if only I could replicate my inbox and share it with the world.” This is how AAP(I belong)® was born – 3AM, tearstained face, dog watching in confusion.The next steps forward were a whirlwind, but with the help of a small community of dedicated, loving friends this dream has become a reality. Their passion for this project has pushed me forward when I hit moments of weakness and exhaustion. It reminded me of the importance of community and having each other’s backs when we feel alone or defeated. If there can be only one take away from this project, let it be known that you are not alone.AAP(I belong) ® aims to shed greater awareness on Asian American Native Hawaiian and Pacific Islander (AANHPI) discrimination and cultural challenges through education by providing a safe platform for the community to share their anonymous stories of encounters with Anti-Asian hate. By showcasing the collected stories in exhibitions around the country, we hope to spark empathy, self-reflection, community conversation, and promote general AANHPI education to the publicThank you for taking a moment to live these stories. We encourage you to share your story and follow our journey on Instagram @aapibelong.
Thank you,
Elizabeth Kari
President, AAP(I belong) ®
501(c)(3) not-for-profit organization

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Thank you to the New York Yankees for sharing their platform with us during Hope Week June 2021 and for encouraging the players, fans, and staff to read the anonymous stories of the community (check out the video below).


On September 15, 2022, the United States White House held the United We Stand Summit in an effort to counter the destructive effects of hate-fueled violence on our democracy and public safety, mobilize diverse sectors of society and communities across the country to these dangers, and put forward a shared, inclusive, bipartisan vision for a more united America.
Vilma Kari was welcomed as a panelist to share her experience as being a hate crime survivor.


We were so honored to be awardees of the 12th annual The Outstanding Filipinos in America (TOFA) awards on September 16, 2022 in NYC.


On January 19, 2023, AAP(I belong) rang the bell at Nasdaq's Opening Bell Ceremony in honor of Lunar New Year.


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New York, January 8, 2023 – AAP(I belong)® welcomes Annual Fundraiser & Silent Auction, taking place in New York City on January 19, 2023, and featuring AAP(I belong)® exhibition of stories, stories shared live from the community, and a presentation from the founders -- Vilma Kari, Times Square Asian hate crime survivor, and her daughter, Elizabeth Kari.AAP(I belong)® is proud to host its Annual Fundraiser & Silent Auction for the first time. Upon entering the space, guests are welcomed by a spectacular view with lively music played by a Juilliard pianist. The event space will include an exhibition of AAP(I belong)® story submissions, digital and printed; and, a presentation which includes student story presentation, Elizabeth’s (President) story recalling the lifechanging events that unfolded after her mothers anti-Asian attack leading to the creation of AAP(I belong)® and what it hopes to accomplish in the future, and a thank you address from Vilma Kari.
A Chandon* champagne bar entices guests to grab a glass and tour the grand table set with an assortment of Asian themed light bites. Two additional bars flank the event space, serving Nectar Hard Seltzer* and Sanzo* sparkling water.
To the far end of the room, guests will find silent auction tables showcasing a variety of fashion, wellness, and homegoods with the majority of auction items donated from local AAPI businesses. Auction brands include Prada, NY Yankees, Chloe, M.M. LaFleur, Lanshin, Dream Tea, Lanterne Lab, Fly by Jing, and many more.


Thank you, JetBlue, for your partnership during May 2023 AANHPI Heritage Month -- a mural space in JFK Terminal 5 showcased the AAP(I belong) story project, featuring stories of community resilience.


Eyewitness News reporter CeFaan Kim hosts and moderates 'Not Your Model Minority: Shattering the Myth,' a town hall marking Asian American Pacific Islander (AAPI) Heritage Month - AAP(I belong) panelist

Hamilton-Madison House is a voluntary, non-profit settlement house dedicated to improving the quality of life of its community, primarily those in the Two Bridges/Chinatown area of Manhattan's Lower East Side. The neighborhood is a federally designated poverty area, with a constantly changing mixture of ethnic groups, and lack of adequate services and resources - Thank you, HMH, for the 2023 June Lee Civic Leadership Award.

Community, thank you for sharing this message forward. Not only is this Justice for Vilma Kari, but it is Justice for ALL AANHPI that have experienced hate or discrimination.